its been a long time since the last post

ako mismo

i just arrrived in manila its been long since i last posted. its not that nothing interesting is happening to me, but its more of i dont have time. hahaha. iba na kasi sched ngayon. another reason is, walang internet sa dorm
so, nung pauwi ako kanina, super daming sumakay sa bus, because its friday..uwian. thats expected tapos nagtext saken si gelay who was also on her way to cubao kaso hindi kami nag kasabay ng bus. sabi niya wala na daw gentleman na lalake ngaun, coz they’re not letting her sit.

onj the contrary, sa bus na sinakyan ko, may isang old woman na walang maupuan. so umupo siya sa elevation ng upuan. haha. hindi ko maexplain ng maayos. basta ganun un. and then si “ako mismo” guy, tumayo and inalokan ng upuan ung matanda. ayun
ang galing lang kasi he is actually wearing the dogtag not for porma effect lang. he is actually living in virtue of it. ang galing galing! ang gwapo na tuloy ng tingin ko kay kuya dogtag. hahaha

so, ayun. the dogtag story

what is best for you?

my sister asked me that question when she thinks im prioritizing my friends over my family. yeah she maybe right, sometimes the choice between what is goodd and what is best. i wonder which is really the best choice?

my friends who have showed me the love of a family when my own family weren’t there to show me the affection i needed. i have been prioritizing this family over the years…but did they even chose me to be their priority? i am rivals with time, work and distance.  yeah their doing it for me but im tired of that excuse.

they always make me do things they tell me to do. and hell i always do them. but still they never notice. because ill always be that selfish and stubborn big brat.

so tell me what is the best choice?

my friends who appreciated every little thing i do? or your family, where you feel invisible?

SUMMER!

here i go again..blogging because im too emotional. haha. sorry ha, mababaw kasi akong tao.

wala naman sanang taong uumasa, kung wala nag papa asa.

im counting days before im going back to school. starting school rather. haha. so before classes starts, theres this break they call here in the philippines as the “summer break”. its a 2-month break to give everyone the chance to relax and give themselves a break. this happens in the month of april and may. long enough huh? long enough to enjoy your time with your family and friends.  unfortunately, ako nalang ata ang hindi nakakaramdam ng summer.

uuurrrggghhh!!!!

i need to stop myself from writing this. coz ill be scolded by what i feel and whatever am saying again if some people are gonna read this post. sorry ha, this way i feel like i can burst it all out. its my only way out yet its still restricted. tsktsk.

get real people.

id rather be with my friends who means what they say.

lie! lie! lie!

naiinis ako kay Pacquiao!

talagang talaga! naiinis ako.

so what is this Proclamation 1764 all about? national day of celebration? for what, for pacman? that is so LAME.

i have high regards and respect about our politicians, especially your madam president. infact, i even want to be in the politics…one day. but hey, thought they’re my inspiration. and with the things that are happening, ooohhh.. ill be needing the grace of God every step of the way for me to love the realm of politics again.

and as for taking law. are all lawyers as dork as Raul Gonzalez (no offense)???!!!! if thats the case, id rather not be a lawyer. menn, manny pacquiao is an athlete! and yeah, he gives glory to the philippines, goodness of him.  what does being a boxing player have something to do with that Department Order 344??!! SPECIAL ASSISTANT??!!!! what the F. of DOJ?! this is really crazy.

i was thinking, i think id just enroll to a boxing school and train myself and fight in world boxing arena and then i could have an special office in DOJ. just as i wanted. kesa naman mag aral pa ako ng apaty na taon sa pre law. at mag eenrol ako sa law school at magpapakahirap sa board exam!’

see, naiinis talaga ako kay pacquiao. back to that Proclamation 1746. why gice a special day for pacquiao? i mean they call him bagong bayaning pilipino… just the same way they call our OFW’s. then i think we should also give due respect for the OFW’s for that matter. hindi pa naman katapat ni pacquaio si Jose Rizal na nagpaka martir for the country noh!

badtrip.

5 palces/things/peple i really miss

fist, VIC CESAR R. AGUSTIN. lokoloko tong taong toh. sobrang namimiss ko na siya. i hope i could go on the date with him before i leave for manila kamuka niya kasi ung isang bida sa boys before flowers. si Kim Hyung Joon. eh i’ve been super addicted to it for the past days. haha. i miss my elementary best friend and elementary crush, awww! hahhaha.

pangalawa. the DANCING FOUNTAIN in Japan. i dunno if thats in Okinawa or in Shizouka. basta namimiss ko dun. im sure mas gumanda nanaman ngaun. it was like 10 years ago when i last saw that. knowing japan talagang laging may improvement. and again, i saw the dancing waters in boys before flowers kaya na miss ko nanaman siya. one day im going back there. sooner. i really want that
third. Housing Kids. awww. the childishness, i really really miss it. we’ve all grown to be separate individuals now. tsktsk. nobody’s keeping in touch anymore. i wish i could make a way for us to meet again. and maybe do the same stuff we did when we were younger: when i first learned to ride a bike with mg david; when mg shiela thought me how to live a happy life; whne i learned from mg tekla that its not wrong to cry sometimes. i you fellas!

pangapat, my “grand father/uncle/dad/brother” in Japan who already passed away. i really wish i could go and pay my respects to him. i remember those times when he cuddles and tickles me and carried me n his back. that old man, i really love him. i kindda forgot his name but im gonna ask it from mom later. he always tours me around Shizouka then. i even helped him in their orange farm, and honey house. the last time i talked to him was when we arrived here in the Philippines 9 years ago. i still have his picture, our picture. i knoe all this, he is wahtching over me :’)

lastly, my ride. haha. both the monocycle and bicycle. i havent rode one for 2 years now. and i really miss it. i remember when i was in grade 6, girlie and i would always bike around the neighborhood and pass by the houses of our crushes. haha. very childish, really. its my dream to really join a biking society. like its soo cool. i wanna be a part of those people who’d go to pagudpud, cagayan, baguio by plain biking ;D

this is the sory of a girl : april 25, 2009

i’ve been reading the blogs at www.gossipher.com . i know its silly visiting a website from a femanine wash comercial. haha. the blogs are actually cute and real people are actually dropping there to leave comments. hahaha. sophias love story is cute huh? not to mention being able to capture a really goof looking guy. wooot!

first night for this summer that i didn’t subscribe to unlitxt. im waiting for my load (RAPHAEL!!!), but waiting my load from rap is like waiting for the cityhood of paoay. totally waiting for nothing. haha. peace paoayers mahal ko naman kayo eh XD and mind you, may utang si rap saken kaya dapat lang na bigyan niya ako ng laod. HINDI KO PO SIYA PINILIT. just clearing thingss.

you know whats the cure for vanity? CAMERA >;D today, i had my vanity fair. haha. belive me its a disease! LOL. well thanks to my web cam cause it served as my medicine. i left my cam in manila :(( :(( :((  i would have died without taking medicine. hahahhahaa

way BACK to BATAC >:D

“syudad ti Batac; natalged, narambak.

imula tay nga ayat, aglawlaw napusaksak.

Rang-ay tunggal maysa, intay marikna ken makita.

Siyudad ti Batac daytan tay arapaap”

imm back in my home town, and there’s no place like home >:D

marunong naman akong bumiyaheng walang kasama sa bus, i mean not literally.  pero khit hidi ko kakilala ung katabi ko, ok lng. then i thouugh i was the luckiest person. wala akong katabi during the trip maraming sumakay juring the trip kaso i pretended to be sleeping with the other chair occupied by my bag. haha

and then somewhere in Urdaneta, may gwapong lalakeng pumara. haha. nakita ko talaga. and he is GWAPO. so i took my bag on my lap and then nagkunwari akong natutulog. and yes, he sat beside me :x. though he looks old na, maybe in his late 20’s he is still gwapo. haha. …i didnt realize, that was the start of my worst trip.

medyo may colds na ako during the trip, so tinaas ko ung curtain tu block the aircondition from directly hitting me. it so happened na ang gwapong nasa late 20’s na katabi ko ay gustong gutso ang malamig na atmosphere! super naninigas na talaga ako noon, hindi ako makatulog. worst is, may humuhilik na matanda 2 rows behind us. kumusta naman un?

so pag tulog si gwapo guy dahil sarap na sarap na siya sa lamig at ako ay namamatay na, minumove away ko ung aircon. pag init na init na siya at masarap na ung tulog ko, tinututuk naman niya ung aircon. sweet noH? hahaha. buti nalang bumaba siya sa narvacan. after that super sarap na talaga ng tulog ko. haha

personality tests

Wearing no rings

Wearing no rings at all suggests that you want to live a simple, no-frills life. You are sincere, trustworthy, peaceful, clever, hard-working and always want to learn new things. You tend to shy away from crowds and avoid conflict whenever you can.

—-pati hindi pagsuot ng ring may meaning

All Styles of Jeans

Some people do collect all types of jeans as listed. This definitely shows that they also have a collection of personalities as well. One thing is for sure, these persons are very adaptable, changing with the times, and probably get bored very quickly. In other words, they do what they feel like at the spur of the moment.

—-pati pantalon hindi pinatawad. haha

Vanilla

You are friendly and easygoing. People feel comfortable around you so it is not a surprise that many friends surround you. You have high self-esteem and will not let anyone get you down.

Strawberry

You are affectionate, giving and loving. You are very understanding of others which makes you a person others want to be with.

Coffee

You have confidence in your ability to get things done. You are a leader among friends, and a good one too. You are responsible and like to challenge yourself by taking up difficult tasks–and you usually succeed.

—-yan ung mga gusto kong flavors, kaya linagay ko nalang ung tatlo XD

im like a bird!

BIRD

You love nature and freedom. You find rules and regulations to be an utter waste of time. When you feel that you are being controlled, you will try to escape. On weekends, you prefer to travel rather than stay at home.