the vision of ezra [01.13.09]
its the 5th day of prayer and fasting! surviving pa naman. with God’s grace 
so i attended the prayer meeting today. super nangusap nanaman ang Holy Spirit nd the atmosphere was just so Spirit filled and its really nakaka bless
I shared scriptures with Gerwell. blessed is this man! im so blessed with his faith. ang bilis niyang nag grow and namold in to God’s likeness.
at nang papauwi na kami, hinabol ako ni ezra, tapos sabi niya. “ate arla, may iishahsare ako sayo. biglang pinakita ni God from!” men, i dont know if i should be scared or delighted that very moment. like im currently deeply inlove with Daniel. and then he read to me these verses:
“The king talked with them, and he found none
equal to Daniel, Hananiah, Mishael, and Azariah;
so they entered the kings service.
In every matter of wisdom and understanding
about which the king questioned them,
he found the ten times better than all the magicians
and enchanters in his whole kingdom.”
i didn’t understood the message at fisrt. and the he satrted praying for me and confessing that my name will be great and will even be ten times greater than the people who i think is greater than i am. wow nashock ako! i think daniel is great! even greater than Daniel???!!! Lord grabe naman to! well that vision of ezra is for me to a deeper research on. haha.
i love ezra, kahit lagi niya akong iniinis go pastor ezra!
one step closer to God
the results for ACET came out yesterday. well, unfortunately, i didnt make it. but fortunately i stepped closer to God’s will an plan for me.
well hindi ako nanghihinayang or kahit masama ang loob. since the start of the school year i’ve been praying to God na i-lead niya ako sa path na gusto kong itake nya. for the wills and plans of the Lord is the best in our lives diba? but even if God has a plan for my life, naturally i do have desires for myself also.
well, ateneo is not really my desired university. seriously not. pero ateneo ang ginamit kong defense just to cover up the university i really wanna get into. XD though i took the acet, kasi sinabi ng mom ko and just incase i have passed the acet, it would be one option of God’s opening door for my greatness.
so, reality is, i didnt make it to ateneo. now im left 3 universities. ust, mmsu and up. men! i wanna get into UP (Lord, i claim! haha) men sana un ung will ni God saken. haha. guys, please help me pray. so sangayon hindi masama ang loob ko na hindi nakapasok sa ateneo pero pag hindi ako pumasa sa UP… mahaba habang usapan yan. haha.
But if UP is not mine to take, it’ll be ok. kaso it will take a process of moving on. i’ll just have to understand God and let God speak to me
so right now. ateneo is out of the list. im one step closer to God’s anointed university for me. where i can truly prepare myself for greatness:)
one step closer to God
the results for ACET came out today. well, unfortunately, i didnt make it. but fortunately i stepped closer to God’s will an plan for me.
well hindi ako nanghihinayang or kahit masama ang loob. since the start of the school year i’ve been praying to God na i-lead niya ako sa path na gusto kong itake nya. for the wills and plans of the Lord is the best in our lives diba? but even if God has a plan for my life, naturally i do have desires for myself also.
well, ateneo is not really my desired university. seriously not. pero ateneo ang ginamit kong defense just to cover up the university i really wanna get into. XD though i took the acet, kasi sinabi ng mom ko and just incase i have passed the acet, it would be one option of God’s opening door for my greatness.
so, reality is, i didnt make it to ateneo. now im left 3 universities. ust, mmsu and up. men! i wanna get into UP (Lord, i claim! haha) men sana un ung will ni God saken. haha. guys, please help me pray. so sangayon hindi masama ang loob ko na hindi nakapasok sa ateneo pero pag hindi ako pumasa sa UP… mahaba habang usapan yan. haha.
But if UP is not mine to take, it’ll be ok. kaso it will take a process of moving on. i’ll just have to understand God and let God speak to me
so right now. ateneo is out of the list. im one step closer to God’s anointed university for me. where i can truly prepare myself for greatness:)
college road trip
while ago i was watching walt disney’s college road trip starring martin lawrence and raver-symone. well watching the film just made me realize that i have only 2 months left for high school. sooner or later ill be entering college. its going to be whole new world!
i just cant imagine myself riding the bus, leaving batac and all the people i loved. thats is if im going to study outside town. im not even sure where im taking up college! the only thing im sure of is that i want to study in manila.
i spent the day with my elementary friends. it seem to be like yesterday when i was graduating from my grade level. graduating from elementary is not dramatic much coz im staying in the same town with common faces around you. but high school is a different thing. elementary grade mey be 6 years but you see, in high school you get more mature. there’s more emotion than just merely having fun. high school was just four years but yeah, i poured out more love in here. more affection, more understanding.
soon fwrewell high school 