13 hours…

the next 13 hours is crucial (im crying again!). men im gonna miss high school. i didnt notice that my classmate made such a great mark in my life. i never thought i loved them this much. i never really imagined that it would be this hard saying goodbye to the people you’ve been with for the last 3 years of my life.

now i remeber the days that are over. and i know i can never bring them back.

Galen, thank you soo much. i hope you guys wont forget me. i wish that i will be worth remembering. my only prayer is that you will always remember me as someone who had been real. i know its silly but im surely gonna miss you all. i love you guys. i really do. believe me, this time i can be sincere XD

this is a story of a girl: who had her most comfortable dance ever

tonight was the grand ball. totally last minute decision. i really made up my mind not to go to the ball, but yeah, thanks to prince, in the last minute, we decided to attend. it was funny, really. we still needed to convince ourselves that we’re not going by telling to ourselves that whats the point of all of this? this night will end after all. but our words were not too convincing. haha. and YES we still attended the ball.

finally i had the chance to dance with my two bestest friends-kevin and efrem. prince didnt dance, devoted INC. but the best dance i ever had, EFREM. i love this buddy. i love this moon-shaped guy. i love my tatay isko. and dancing with him was the most comfortable one. ever!

being around his arms at that very moment. i felt soo secure. i felt soo protected not in a romantic way. but of course that wahe he always does thats what he do. to protect me without making me notice it. haha

i love you JUSTIN EFREM K. BULONG

im out of my league

im sooo out of my league. i only had 3 hours of sleep for the last 24 hours. who would want that? NOT this arLa.

repost from my morbidangel

this is a story of a girl: who loves pastor Freddie:)

i love sunday, but i love this sunday EXTRAORDINARILY. Pastor Freddie of V.Laoag came to V.Batac to preach for this sunday. and He talked about how to live an extraordinary life by being an ordinary man.

i finally found a pastor who made decisions as i did in my life. super i was teary eyed when he shared his greatest decision he have made in his life. and the story goes like this, she had his gf 10 years ago and he came to his realizations that their relationship is more about him and her not about God. that’s why he decided to call it off and become friends with the woman he loves.

He waited 10 years of his life to wait for the woman God have destined for him. (Lord, i can wait even more.haha) he was convicted that saying “i love you to” to a woman is saying “will you marry me?” from there i went teary eyed. grabe. a man who consecrated himself, fought for passion and purity and continuously prayed for the perfect woman is standing right in front of me.

I just knew then and there that God was speaking to me (again) that there is the right man out there who is preparing himself for us. Lord, i know may lalake pa na gaya ni pastor Freddie

this is a story of a girl:16 days to go

i thought im going to end this day without blogging. kaso wala naman akong magawa. wala naman akong magawa as a co-leader ni joy sa comp scie project namin. encourager nalang ako

super na inlove ako sa minesweeper today. haha. as in ang hard to get nya! hahahahaha. ilang beses akong sumigaw sa room dahil lagi niya akong bina-busted. hahahaha. well, atleast kanina lang may natapos din ako. hahaha. ang sarap ng feeling. naaalis lahat ng kaba ang stress=P

i was reading jemimah’s blog kanina. i really loved it. felt that im not alone . she’s going through the same situation ive been through and she’s standing up as a better woman, a woman after God’s own heart. labyuu online buddy

nothing much happened today. i missed shareid today. i wonder how the results turn out to be. im afraid to ask. damn scared.

arLa LOVES MINESWEEPER

i now laugh at the moment i once cried

nakakatawa to. i think this was taken april 2, 2007

this was the last time i cried really hard for someone:))

natatawa nalang ako dito.

i believe nobody can forget this.

like super magang maga ang mata ko. hahaha. really funny.

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aquarius

this one’s funny. im aquarius haha. kala ko ba, partners with the same zodiac wont work?

Your True Love Is an Aquarius

Why you’ll love an Aquarius: Independent yet devoted, you’ll appreciate the unique approach to love Aquarius takes. You both see love as a bit of a game, and Aquarius will challenge you until you’re completely hooked. Why an Aquarius will love you: You’re secure enough to give Aquarius tons of space - even if it means separate interests and friends. You have the brains to keep Aquarius engaged and curious. And the passion to change the world together!

this is a story of a girl: march 11, 2009

(np: leaving song by stephen speaks)

Dear Diary, (eeeewwwww.haha) today was not soo good for me and mara but really good for me and sha
i went early to school today, 830. haha. atleast not 9 or 9:01 hahaha. and as i arrived, i was looking for my thesismates shareid who is always expected to be late and mara who is busy with the tango thingyy. haha. hindi na pala sila matutuloy na magtango, i dont know hoe to react on that =P all i know is that the tango dancers were happy, except for one
so shareid arrived! finally *tan-tananan-tanan* and so we went to look for mara. and yess we found her at the office and here’s the dialog between arla and mara

intay agthesis’en
inkam biit mangan
naimimportante pay ta mangan ngem tuy thesis?
wa
awan planum agraduar?
awan (oh please i hate the grin!)
sh*t mo! nu dim kayat aggraduar dakai kayat mi! (there goes the sh*t again! the last time i said that was with raph! hmpf)

and then sha and i went on our own. walang kuryente thats why looked for comp shop na may generate, luckily meron sa danahs. we had our letter to mam prima printed, and then bumalik sa office para ipa approve kay mam sacro and mam cacao ung letter. men i really went badtrip over mara! sinabi ko tuloy kay mam cacao ung ginawa niya and she said “bay-am latta nu di na kayat ag graduar”

so bago kumi pumunta kay mam prima, kinain namin ung mga tirang meryenda ng mga nag defend ng thesis thank jian, rotsen and juni

then we had the paper signed by mam prime. approved na ang brix meter and alcohol meter. tapos na ang thesis namim! without mara. haha

dami nanaman naming napagusapan ni sha habang naglalakad kami from cas to admin. we were imagining how hard was it for Jesus, carrying the heavy cross na walang suot na tsinelas, tapos super dami pang tao edi ang inet! and what if nangyari un sa tanghaling tapat. kawawa naman si Jesus what a sacrifice noh? nakakainlove
nagkagulo nanaman ang sensi plus paola. hayst. daryl was sensitive, adan was unreasonable and paola’s always emotional, and the rest of us, no comment. neutral nalang. haha

lesson learned na paulit-ulit kong sinasabi ngayong araw na ito:

remember only what God remembers. align your heart to His heart. love what He loves, and hate what He hates. stop pulling yourself down! stop condeming yourself from your sin from the past. God wants you to be set free! stop condeming yourself, God already forgave you and He cant remember your sin anymore. why would you still remember it?

this is a story of a girl : march 10, 2008

np: i stay in-love with you by mariah carey

i love this line:

“And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it’s over
You’re really gone
It’s killing me
Cause there ain’t nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you ”

im back with my this is a story of a girl series! im actually planning to buy a diary but this one’s free and im a public-person so i decided to post it up here.

today we started practicing our grad song-more like an alma mater song.  i was thinking of our graduation to be more dramatic, more touching, more like a goodbye song. i dont even feel like crying with the song. dang!

best thing about today, restored and sealed relationship with God. the past weeks is crucial. nag away nanaman kami ni God :(( coz i keep on doing the things i wanted to do, when He is telling me to stop  it. (np: your home by my kuya) i never run out of justifications. i always make reasons, even if they seem really unreasonable. i didnt realize im pulling myself back to the place where He picked me up. i once said i dont wanna go back there but i didnt realize i was heading that way again. i was inspired with paola. she is soo making  great decisions. she is choosing God over her desires, God be the glory pao:) nabless nga ako sakanya. bat parang ang dali para sakanya mag yes kay God ill keep on praying for you bebe.

ive got a new signature : [arLa.exclusive] im officially,really,seriously,honestly, exclusively exclusive now. haha. im tired of trying to position my heart in a right place, when infact its in its perfect condition. so today, im sealing that my heart will be God’s property until He sends the perfect guy who would take good care of my heart, my life and my future. (np: time of my life cover by kuya paolo) this means that i am-my heart, my romantic love- is exclusively for God and my man he will have to seek me deep in my Fathers heart. *kinikilig ako kay God*

i read the blog of kuya hiro linked ny kuya sean. ang galeng! sana 1pm kid din ako. waaaahhh!!! nakaka bless. i you have the heart to give nga naman. heres the link to kuya hiro’s page.

also today lumabas na ung result ng cfat. haha. i prayed that ill get a higher score than my brothers cfat test result. God indeed answer our prayers, coz he granted it. my brothers score was 106, mine is 107. haha. but hey, this finally gave me the message of God in where im gonna study. because He didnt let me into UP i thought He is going to send me to MMSU. and then i really ask for His sign. and i once told Him, if i pass my first choice here in MMSU which is accountancy, Id stay here, but if not, im going to UST. hey! cear answer, thank you Lord:)

x

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waiting on God:)

i was searching for the brief definition of the word “God”. as i scanned the google, i kearned that its synonimous to Creator,Deliverer,Savior. and i come to realize that God created me, God delivered me, God saved me. why would anyone create someone with all love and deliver him from all unrighteousness and save him despite all his wickedness?  BECAUSE HE IS GOD. He knows the best for us, infact He wants the best for us. but for us to have that eternal joy and undescribable feeling of content and happiness, we need to wait patiently on God.

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today is the last day of our finals. yeaaahh!! tapos na ang high school. mali. patapos na ang high school. i dont know if i should be happy with that. all i know, i enjoyed the last four years.

thats not the reason why im blogging anyway. you see guys can be weird at times. no, ALL THE TIME! hahaha. i wonder how my mom and dad were able to get along for almost 21 years. i just think that guys are soo into double personality. you dont know who they really are. who is the real “him”? when he is with his barakada? when he spill out his heart to you at night? or the one who you wanted him to be?

i dont know if this is about guys who are soo not-understandable or the girls who believes immediately to the soft talks of guys. but i really think and i really buy the idea that guys are sooo not true-slah-true-slash-honest with their words. theyd tell you they wanted to change, they wanted to improve their lives,blablabla. and in the end of the day you would see doing the same old stuff na sinabi nilang ayaw na DAW nila. and poor girl, naniwala that the guy can still changed and she even made an effort to believe to the guy.

i have encountered many guys like this. i really dont want to believe that all guys are the same but with whats happening to the world and with what they’re showing, i cant help but believe.

i just really need one guy to prove to me that their not the same.

and God did grebe si Lord, He really gives you the desires of your heart. so umatend ako ng youth service, buti nalang at umatend ako well i always do. and there is this guy na talagang good looking. pwede. haha. and we talked. and fyi, im really praying for my future partner in the future. i have to admit, weak point ko to, thats why i need to pray harder on this aspect. and ewan ko, but kinikilig ako kanila (pinakilig ako ni God). well i cant write the full details but God revealed me very important thing: Maraming gwapo Christian. ibig sabihin maraming gwapo na naglolove kay God and ,araming gwapong love ni God. kaya siguro ako kinilig.

i wonder how the guy God have destined for me looks like. hindi naman hahayaan ni God na pangit siya. Lord, i know, i believe. hehe

and one thing na inassure ni God saken, that guy will not change for me, he will not make me expect, nor hurt me, coz God will be the one to mold his heart and he will be perfect
Forever is not just worth waiting for, its worth praying for