5 palces/things/peple i really miss

fist, VIC CESAR R. AGUSTIN. lokoloko tong taong toh. sobrang namimiss ko na siya. i hope i could go on the date with him before i leave for manila kamuka niya kasi ung isang bida sa boys before flowers. si Kim Hyung Joon. eh i’ve been super addicted to it for the past days. haha. i miss my elementary best friend and elementary crush, awww! hahhaha.

pangalawa. the DANCING FOUNTAIN in Japan. i dunno if thats in Okinawa or in Shizouka. basta namimiss ko dun. im sure mas gumanda nanaman ngaun. it was like 10 years ago when i last saw that. knowing japan talagang laging may improvement. and again, i saw the dancing waters in boys before flowers kaya na miss ko nanaman siya. one day im going back there. sooner. i really want that
third. Housing Kids. awww. the childishness, i really really miss it. we’ve all grown to be separate individuals now. tsktsk. nobody’s keeping in touch anymore. i wish i could make a way for us to meet again. and maybe do the same stuff we did when we were younger: when i first learned to ride a bike with mg david; when mg shiela thought me how to live a happy life; whne i learned from mg tekla that its not wrong to cry sometimes. i you fellas!

pangapat, my “grand father/uncle/dad/brother” in Japan who already passed away. i really wish i could go and pay my respects to him. i remember those times when he cuddles and tickles me and carried me n his back. that old man, i really love him. i kindda forgot his name but im gonna ask it from mom later. he always tours me around Shizouka then. i even helped him in their orange farm, and honey house. the last time i talked to him was when we arrived here in the Philippines 9 years ago. i still have his picture, our picture. i knoe all this, he is wahtching over me :’)

lastly, my ride. haha. both the monocycle and bicycle. i havent rode one for 2 years now. and i really miss it. i remember when i was in grade 6, girlie and i would always bike around the neighborhood and pass by the houses of our crushes. haha. very childish, really. its my dream to really join a biking society. like its soo cool. i wanna be a part of those people who’d go to pagudpud, cagayan, baguio by plain biking ;D

this is the sory of a girl : april 25, 2009

i’ve been reading the blogs at www.gossipher.com . i know its silly visiting a website from a femanine wash comercial. haha. the blogs are actually cute and real people are actually dropping there to leave comments. hahaha. sophias love story is cute huh? not to mention being able to capture a really goof looking guy. wooot!

first night for this summer that i didn’t subscribe to unlitxt. im waiting for my load (RAPHAEL!!!), but waiting my load from rap is like waiting for the cityhood of paoay. totally waiting for nothing. haha. peace paoayers mahal ko naman kayo eh XD and mind you, may utang si rap saken kaya dapat lang na bigyan niya ako ng laod. HINDI KO PO SIYA PINILIT. just clearing thingss.

you know whats the cure for vanity? CAMERA >;D today, i had my vanity fair. haha. belive me its a disease! LOL. well thanks to my web cam cause it served as my medicine. i left my cam in manila :(( :(( :((  i would have died without taking medicine. hahahhahaa

way BACK to BATAC >:D

“syudad ti Batac; natalged, narambak.

imula tay nga ayat, aglawlaw napusaksak.

Rang-ay tunggal maysa, intay marikna ken makita.

Siyudad ti Batac daytan tay arapaap”

imm back in my home town, and there’s no place like home >:D

marunong naman akong bumiyaheng walang kasama sa bus, i mean not literally.  pero khit hidi ko kakilala ung katabi ko, ok lng. then i thouugh i was the luckiest person. wala akong katabi during the trip maraming sumakay juring the trip kaso i pretended to be sleeping with the other chair occupied by my bag. haha

and then somewhere in Urdaneta, may gwapong lalakeng pumara. haha. nakita ko talaga. and he is GWAPO. so i took my bag on my lap and then nagkunwari akong natutulog. and yes, he sat beside me :x. though he looks old na, maybe in his late 20’s he is still gwapo. haha. …i didnt realize, that was the start of my worst trip.

medyo may colds na ako during the trip, so tinaas ko ung curtain tu block the aircondition from directly hitting me. it so happened na ang gwapong nasa late 20’s na katabi ko ay gustong gutso ang malamig na atmosphere! super naninigas na talaga ako noon, hindi ako makatulog. worst is, may humuhilik na matanda 2 rows behind us. kumusta naman un?

so pag tulog si gwapo guy dahil sarap na sarap na siya sa lamig at ako ay namamatay na, minumove away ko ung aircon. pag init na init na siya at masarap na ung tulog ko, tinututuk naman niya ung aircon. sweet noH? hahaha. buti nalang bumaba siya sa narvacan. after that super sarap na talaga ng tulog ko. haha

personality tests

Wearing no rings

Wearing no rings at all suggests that you want to live a simple, no-frills life. You are sincere, trustworthy, peaceful, clever, hard-working and always want to learn new things. You tend to shy away from crowds and avoid conflict whenever you can.

—-pati hindi pagsuot ng ring may meaning

All Styles of Jeans

Some people do collect all types of jeans as listed. This definitely shows that they also have a collection of personalities as well. One thing is for sure, these persons are very adaptable, changing with the times, and probably get bored very quickly. In other words, they do what they feel like at the spur of the moment.

—-pati pantalon hindi pinatawad. haha

Vanilla

You are friendly and easygoing. People feel comfortable around you so it is not a surprise that many friends surround you. You have high self-esteem and will not let anyone get you down.

Strawberry

You are affectionate, giving and loving. You are very understanding of others which makes you a person others want to be with.

Coffee

You have confidence in your ability to get things done. You are a leader among friends, and a good one too. You are responsible and like to challenge yourself by taking up difficult tasks–and you usually succeed.

—-yan ung mga gusto kong flavors, kaya linagay ko nalang ung tatlo XD

im like a bird!

BIRD

You love nature and freedom. You find rules and regulations to be an utter waste of time. When you feel that you are being controlled, you will try to escape. On weekends, you prefer to travel rather than stay at home.

whats on my mind?

You’ll drop everything to be with the partner of your dreams, and you’ll give their sentimental presents rather than expensive ones. Nevertheless, your spontaneous nature does have a limit, and when the romance is over, you’ll head back to work to pick up the pieces.

—this one’s from quizbox paren. ang lovable ko pala. hahahaha. i like the last part ‘when the romance is over, you’ll head back to work to pick up the pieces. ‘ syempre naman diba? go on. lagi ngang sinasabi ni mng archie, “hang on to dear life”

quiz from chiz

HAHAHAHA. dahil wala akong magawa, pinatulan ko nalang to. ang dami ko nang na take na personality test, and in fairness to them all, malapit-lapit naman sa true personality ko ung mga results. try nyo rin: QUIZBOX

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.


[oh-ha! straight forward. naman! hahaha. infairness naman, kelangan talaga diba tignan ung both sides. hidni mo rin naman natutulungan ung tao kung kinokonsinte mo eh mali naman pala ung ginagawa]


The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.


[totoo toh, cause im the type of person who would look beyond the exterior of a person. my justifications maybe overrated pero totoo. gusto ko ung bad boy type na maraming hiwaga sa loob-loob. haha. wala lang, gusto ko ung challenging na personality]


Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.


[naman, im ready na daw. hahahaha. that idk, pero syempre i will know naman if he'd be the right guy. iisa lang naman qualification jan eh. a man after God's own heart]


The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.


[weh, attractive daw oh.hahaha. well well, ang masasabi ko lang, totoo ako sa sarili ko. and im one of the boys! pwede ba?!]


Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.


[totoo. wala kang karapatang mangarap kung hindi mo naman mag aaral ng maayos. makakasurvive lang ang taong may pinag aralan sa mundong toh! sabi ko nga kung hindi ako makapangasawa, after kong mag law, mag memed ako.hahahaha]


The right job for you:
You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life.


[yess its soo true. kelangan saken passion ko talaga ung ginagawa ko para mainspire and mamotivate akong mag work]


How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.


[syempre naman. i know my purpose and my calling in life. so why would i fail dba?]


What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don’t ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.


[nasanay ako na 'people always leave.' eh ayokong maging habit un. i try to be strong when they leave me. ayokong ipakitang affected ako. thats why i need to prove them that i can make it, kahit wala sila]


Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


[naks naman. hahahaha. thank you, thank you. hahhaha. but true, im more of an emotional person than a logical person]

nag wowonder lang..

hindi pa ba kayo nabobore sa friendster? ni offense to the moderators. i for oe nag sasawa na ako. i remember before everyday super upload ako ng picture, no wonder napuno ung vanity album ko. hahhaa. i understand naman na friendster in a social network, kaso ung mga users (i, for one) they are expecting beyond the capacity of a social network. hindi o alam ang gusto kong mangyari, hahaha. pero one thing is sure, im really bored.

ang tagal ko naring hindi nag aadd ng friend, ako lang tong confirm ng confirm. tapos kung may friend request sige add mo nalang para dumami friends. tapos sa comment box, mag papa flood ka para umabot sa tatlong zero ang comments mo. naman! pa epalan ba to?  haha. tapos ung mga iba, humihingi ng comment. (habang nag bloblog ako nababadtrip pa akO!!!! SUPER NABABADTRIP AKO….NABABADTRIP PAREN. WALANG HIYA NAMAN OH, AKO NAMAN LAGI ANG MALI. SIGE SIGE SIGE, AKO MALI. AKO ANG BOBO! ANG GAGALING NIYO KASI!!!!) kaya nga comment diba?? hahhaha. at isa pa, hindi siya chat box. wweeehhh!!!

eto pa, bakit ba hindi macontento ang isang tao na iisa lang ang social network. parang ako. hahaha. may multiply may fs pa. isa pa yan, kelan pa naging fs ang abbriviation ng friendster?? hahaha. sinong nagbigay ng ganung shortcut?? haha. anyway, ung mga ibang tao, may hi-5 na, may multiply, may fs, may myspace, may face book, may tagged pa, tapos meron pang plurked. hahhaha. ano ba ang ilalagay mo sa dinami daming social network na yan? eh same pics, and same people lang naman ang friends mo sa mga network na un.

ung mga iba, iba pa ang mga blog sites. meron sa blogger, livejournal, xanga, at kung ano ano pa. grabe ang mga tao. kahit naman pare parehong journls ang laman ng mga pages nila =P

isa pa, ang abs-cbn. di ba may website naman sila? bakit kelangan pang gumawa ng sarisariling account sa multiply ng bawat show nila?? kaya nagiging crowded ang multiply eh. wala ba silang web designers na pwedeng gumawa ng OFFICIAL WEBSITE para sa mga un? hahaha.

conclusion: ang dami kong na-oobserve, or siguro, wala lang akong magawa =P

naiiyak ako..hindi umiiyak na ako

nakakainis talaga! ive been here in manila for 6 days now and i feel like its been 6 long years :(( waaahh. they’re ruining my life. sobrang gusto nang bumalik sa ilocos.

i was soo excited kasi kala ko uuwi na ako sa ilocos bukas. i super miss my friends. sobrang namimis ko ung feeling ng happiness ang comfort ko kung kasama ko sila. kaso nakahanap nanaman sila ng rason para mag stay pa ako dito.

naguiguilty na ngarin ako sa mga aec officers. they’re doing all the work for me and they cant complete their clearance dahil saken. thank you guys. i love you all. pati nung aec day wala nanaman ako
ang nakakainis lang, bat ba ayaw nila akong pauwiin sa ilocos? buti sana kung may ginagawa ako ditong matino. eh puro laptop at tv lang kaharap ko dito eh. mas productive na wala akong magawa sa ilocos kesa sa wala akong magawa dito sa manila. atleast doon kung gusto kong lumabas pwede kahit naglalakad lng ako. men! ni wala akong magawang matino dito. ang sakit na ng pwet ko sa inuupuan ko. amfff.

ill be spending the next 4 years of my life dito sa manila, do it need to start this early?? kala naman kasi nila nag eenjoy ako dito. para na akong namamatay! can i make that literal? kung ganito lang din ang kapalit ng pagrereconsider ko sa UPM at pag coconfirm sa ust, edi sana sa mmsu nalang ako (weeehh. di nga?!).

ung mga pamangkin ko nasa cagayan na, ung mga pinsan ko may trabaho na, nakakainis talga. buti naman sana kung may makausap ako dito. si ate, lalabas nanaman. si kuya, gumagawa ng papers. all the poeple who can afford to talk to me ay nasa ilocos. hmmmm…. :((

sinasadya ko nangang matulog ng late every night para late akong magising para maminimize ung oras ko for the day pero parang nagiging 42 hours ang isang araw!

i’d rather be in ilocos hearing the cries of juno,sha and adan; mangulit kay david; makinig sa paulit-ulit na “bobo daw si joy” from joy; kumain ng empanada evey afternoon;mag drama sa park with janea;mag spag party sa bahay with quadsen; makipagkulitan sa canter with my spiritual family than to stay in the lower case double deck bed na nasa lap ang laptop at nanood ng fated to love you at nakikibalita sa mga tao sa batac!

i just really wanna go home :(( wala na akong buhay pag dumagal pa ako dito.

batac is my home, and it wll always be. home will only be the place where you can find peace and joy.

this is a story of a girl : april 3, 2009

goodbye high school
today was the confirmation of our slots sa ust. men i love the school, so i think dun na ako XD pero sa loob loob ko nafefeel ko na talaga  na college na akO!!!

i met daric malicse today siya ung nakasam ko during the confirmation process.

and the red guy was super annoying talaga. ung tipong ang sarap batukan!! ang hangeen. pero kamuka niya si kuya gabby, whiter version ngalang XD