what is best for you?

May 23rd, 2009

my sister asked me that question when she thinks im prioritizing my friends over my family. yeah she maybe right, sometimes the choice between what is goodd and what is best. i wonder which is really the best choice?

my friends who have showed me the love of a family when my own family weren’t there to show me the affection i needed. i have been prioritizing this family over the years…but did they even chose me to be their priority? i am rivals with time, work and distance.  yeah their doing it for me but im tired of that excuse.

they always make me do things they tell me to do. and hell i always do them. but still they never notice. because ill always be that selfish and stubborn big brat.

so tell me what is the best choice?

my friends who appreciated every little thing i do? or your family, where you feel invisible?

SUMMER!

May 23rd, 2009

here i go again..blogging because im too emotional. haha. sorry ha, mababaw kasi akong tao.

wala naman sanang taong uumasa, kung wala nag papa asa.

im counting days before im going back to school. starting school rather. haha. so before classes starts, theres this break they call here in the philippines as the “summer break”. its a 2-month break to give everyone the chance to relax and give themselves a break. this happens in the month of april and may. long enough huh? long enough to enjoy your time with your family and friends.  unfortunately, ako nalang ata ang hindi nakakaramdam ng summer.

uuurrrggghhh!!!!

i need to stop myself from writing this. coz ill be scolded by what i feel and whatever am saying again if some people are gonna read this post. sorry ha, this way i feel like i can burst it all out. its my only way out yet its still restricted. tsktsk.

get real people.

id rather be with my friends who means what they say.

lie! lie! lie!

naiinis ako kay Pacquiao!

May 11th, 2009

talagang talaga! naiinis ako.

so what is this Proclamation 1764 all about? national day of celebration? for what, for pacman? that is so LAME.

i have high regards and respect about our politicians, especially your madam president. infact, i even want to be in the politics…one day. but hey, thought they’re my inspiration. and with the things that are happening, ooohhh.. ill be needing the grace of God every step of the way for me to love the realm of politics again.

and as for taking law. are all lawyers as dork as Raul Gonzalez (no offense)???!!!! if thats the case, id rather not be a lawyer. menn, manny pacquiao is an athlete! and yeah, he gives glory to the philippines, goodness of him.  what does being a boxing player have something to do with that Department Order 344??!! SPECIAL ASSISTANT??!!!! what the F. of DOJ?! this is really crazy.

i was thinking, i think id just enroll to a boxing school and train myself and fight in world boxing arena and then i could have an special office in DOJ. just as i wanted. kesa naman mag aral pa ako ng apaty na taon sa pre law. at mag eenrol ako sa law school at magpapakahirap sa board exam!’

see, naiinis talaga ako kay pacquiao. back to that Proclamation 1746. why gice a special day for pacquiao? i mean they call him bagong bayaning pilipino… just the same way they call our OFW’s. then i think we should also give due respect for the OFW’s for that matter. hindi pa naman katapat ni pacquaio si Jose Rizal na nagpaka martir for the country noh!

badtrip.