whats on my mind?

April 16th, 2009

You’ll drop everything to be with the partner of your dreams, and you’ll give their sentimental presents rather than expensive ones. Nevertheless, your spontaneous nature does have a limit, and when the romance is over, you’ll head back to work to pick up the pieces.

—this one’s from quizbox paren. ang lovable ko pala. hahahaha. i like the last part ‘when the romance is over, you’ll head back to work to pick up the pieces. ‘ syempre naman diba? go on. lagi ngang sinasabi ni mng archie, “hang on to dear life”

quiz from chiz

April 16th, 2009

HAHAHAHA. dahil wala akong magawa, pinatulan ko nalang to. ang dami ko nang na take na personality test, and in fairness to them all, malapit-lapit naman sa true personality ko ung mga results. try nyo rin: QUIZBOX

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.


[oh-ha! straight forward. naman! hahaha. infairness naman, kelangan talaga diba tignan ung both sides. hidni mo rin naman natutulungan ung tao kung kinokonsinte mo eh mali naman pala ung ginagawa]


The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.


[totoo toh, cause im the type of person who would look beyond the exterior of a person. my justifications maybe overrated pero totoo. gusto ko ung bad boy type na maraming hiwaga sa loob-loob. haha. wala lang, gusto ko ung challenging na personality]


Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.


[naman, im ready na daw. hahahaha. that idk, pero syempre i will know naman if he'd be the right guy. iisa lang naman qualification jan eh. a man after God's own heart]


The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.


[weh, attractive daw oh.hahaha. well well, ang masasabi ko lang, totoo ako sa sarili ko. and im one of the boys! pwede ba?!]


Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.


[totoo. wala kang karapatang mangarap kung hindi mo naman mag aaral ng maayos. makakasurvive lang ang taong may pinag aralan sa mundong toh! sabi ko nga kung hindi ako makapangasawa, after kong mag law, mag memed ako.hahahaha]


The right job for you:
You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life.


[yess its soo true. kelangan saken passion ko talaga ung ginagawa ko para mainspire and mamotivate akong mag work]


How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.


[syempre naman. i know my purpose and my calling in life. so why would i fail dba?]


What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don’t ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.


[nasanay ako na 'people always leave.' eh ayokong maging habit un. i try to be strong when they leave me. ayokong ipakitang affected ako. thats why i need to prove them that i can make it, kahit wala sila]


Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


[naks naman. hahahaha. thank you, thank you. hahhaha. but true, im more of an emotional person than a logical person]

nag wowonder lang..

April 8th, 2009

hindi pa ba kayo nabobore sa friendster? ni offense to the moderators. i for oe nag sasawa na ako. i remember before everyday super upload ako ng picture, no wonder napuno ung vanity album ko. hahhaa. i understand naman na friendster in a social network, kaso ung mga users (i, for one) they are expecting beyond the capacity of a social network. hindi o alam ang gusto kong mangyari, hahaha. pero one thing is sure, im really bored.

ang tagal ko naring hindi nag aadd ng friend, ako lang tong confirm ng confirm. tapos kung may friend request sige add mo nalang para dumami friends. tapos sa comment box, mag papa flood ka para umabot sa tatlong zero ang comments mo. naman! pa epalan ba to?  haha. tapos ung mga iba, humihingi ng comment. (habang nag bloblog ako nababadtrip pa akO!!!! SUPER NABABADTRIP AKO….NABABADTRIP PAREN. WALANG HIYA NAMAN OH, AKO NAMAN LAGI ANG MALI. SIGE SIGE SIGE, AKO MALI. AKO ANG BOBO! ANG GAGALING NIYO KASI!!!!) kaya nga comment diba?? hahhaha. at isa pa, hindi siya chat box. wweeehhh!!!

eto pa, bakit ba hindi macontento ang isang tao na iisa lang ang social network. parang ako. hahaha. may multiply may fs pa. isa pa yan, kelan pa naging fs ang abbriviation ng friendster?? hahaha. sinong nagbigay ng ganung shortcut?? haha. anyway, ung mga ibang tao, may hi-5 na, may multiply, may fs, may myspace, may face book, may tagged pa, tapos meron pang plurked. hahhaha. ano ba ang ilalagay mo sa dinami daming social network na yan? eh same pics, and same people lang naman ang friends mo sa mga network na un.

ung mga iba, iba pa ang mga blog sites. meron sa blogger, livejournal, xanga, at kung ano ano pa. grabe ang mga tao. kahit naman pare parehong journls ang laman ng mga pages nila =P

isa pa, ang abs-cbn. di ba may website naman sila? bakit kelangan pang gumawa ng sarisariling account sa multiply ng bawat show nila?? kaya nagiging crowded ang multiply eh. wala ba silang web designers na pwedeng gumawa ng OFFICIAL WEBSITE para sa mga un? hahaha.

conclusion: ang dami kong na-oobserve, or siguro, wala lang akong magawa =P

naiiyak ako..hindi umiiyak na ako

April 4th, 2009

nakakainis talaga! ive been here in manila for 6 days now and i feel like its been 6 long years :(( waaahh. they’re ruining my life. sobrang gusto nang bumalik sa ilocos.

i was soo excited kasi kala ko uuwi na ako sa ilocos bukas. i super miss my friends. sobrang namimis ko ung feeling ng happiness ang comfort ko kung kasama ko sila. kaso nakahanap nanaman sila ng rason para mag stay pa ako dito.

naguiguilty na ngarin ako sa mga aec officers. they’re doing all the work for me and they cant complete their clearance dahil saken. thank you guys. i love you all. pati nung aec day wala nanaman ako :(
ang nakakainis lang, bat ba ayaw nila akong pauwiin sa ilocos? buti sana kung may ginagawa ako ditong matino. eh puro laptop at tv lang kaharap ko dito eh. mas productive na wala akong magawa sa ilocos kesa sa wala akong magawa dito sa manila. atleast doon kung gusto kong lumabas pwede kahit naglalakad lng ako. men! ni wala akong magawang matino dito. ang sakit na ng pwet ko sa inuupuan ko. amfff.

ill be spending the next 4 years of my life dito sa manila, do it need to start this early?? kala naman kasi nila nag eenjoy ako dito. para na akong namamatay! can i make that literal? kung ganito lang din ang kapalit ng pagrereconsider ko sa UPM at pag coconfirm sa ust, edi sana sa mmsu nalang ako (weeehh. di nga?!).

ung mga pamangkin ko nasa cagayan na, ung mga pinsan ko may trabaho na, nakakainis talga. buti naman sana kung may makausap ako dito. si ate, lalabas nanaman. si kuya, gumagawa ng papers. all the poeple who can afford to talk to me ay nasa ilocos. hmmmm…. :((

sinasadya ko nangang matulog ng late every night para late akong magising para maminimize ung oras ko for the day pero parang nagiging 42 hours ang isang araw!

i’d rather be in ilocos hearing the cries of juno,sha and adan; mangulit kay david; makinig sa paulit-ulit na “bobo daw si joy” from joy; kumain ng empanada evey afternoon;mag drama sa park with janea;mag spag party sa bahay with quadsen; makipagkulitan sa canter with my spiritual family than to stay in the lower case double deck bed na nasa lap ang laptop at nanood ng fated to love you at nakikibalita sa mga tao sa batac!

i just really wanna go home :(( wala na akong buhay pag dumagal pa ako dito.

batac is my home, and it wll always be. home will only be the place where you can find peace and joy.

this is a story of a girl : april 3, 2009

April 3rd, 2009

goodbye high school :(
today was the confirmation of our slots sa ust. men i love the school, so i think dun na ako XD pero sa loob loob ko nafefeel ko na talaga  na college na akO!!!

i met daric malicse today :D siya ung nakasam ko during the confirmation process.

and the red guy was super annoying talaga. ung tipong ang sarap batukan!! ang hangeen. pero kamuka niya si kuya gabby, whiter version ngalang XD

april fools day

April 1st, 2009
BASTUSAN SURVEY: How will you seriously answer someone in the following situations given? what if someone insults you and tell you this:
1. ang arte mo!
- maarte? its called hygiene and proper breeding
*
2. mas matalino naman ako sayo
-ooohhhh. did i mention that im from a SCIENCE HIGH SCHOOL? you dont want me to explain what that means right?
*
3. crush ako ng ex mo?
- poor little thing. my trash got a crush on you?? hahaha.
*
4. am bobo mo pala sa History!
- what kind of newsapers do you have at home? bannawag?
5. bilisan mo naman!
-have you ever heard of gucci? thats my shoe brand and i really need to walk with full poise
6. ang sungit mo!
- nah. im just right :D
7. Gusto mo ng away?
- sorry but i dont argue with low class people like you
8. takot ka ata sakin eh?
-good you know! go back to the well sadako!
9. Mas mahal nia ko!
- ahahhaha. wake up. its the real world now
1. crush kita
- ahhhh. i really like myself too. bye
2. d kita maHaL..
-woohooo. u actually belived me when i told you i love you?
3. Mahal mo ba ako?
-who gave you the idea that i can actually fall in love with you?
4. pakopya namn ng assignment
-ano ka si chace crawford??!!!!
5. crush ko yung friend mo
- ive got high standards. and birs with the same feather flock together
6. pwede patabi sa upuan mo?
-no. i dont wanna get sick
7. cute mo magsmile.
- what am i? a og?
KAPAG PARENTS MO ANG NAGSABI SAYO NITO?
1. Umuwi ka ng maaga
-lagi naman XD
*
2. magaling ka pala sumayaw?
- apppuhhh. kasla d dak mabuybuya wa
*
3. hindi ka pwedeng pumasok sa klase
- cool:) can i pick which class not to attend?
*
4. bawal ka maggirlfriend/boyfriend
-im suree ur gonna change ur mind. hahaha
*
5. Bakit ba mainit ulo mo?
- ni man d***o’n ah!
****

its 12 o’clock and i need your attention

April 1st, 2009
wala akong magawa so, i find myself answering this survey
• What did you realize today?
~*.summer sucks more than anyother
• Held hands with anyone yesterday? with?
~*.nah. who would have thoughtt? im even a loner now. sweet
• What will you be doing tomorrow?
~*.what else? same old routine. wake up, eat, brush my teeth, watch, eat, brush, watch, take a bath, eat, brush, sleep
• When was the last time you cried?
~*.i really wanna cry right now
• What was the last food you ate?
~*.it was a fried fish but i dunt know what kind of fish was it exactly.
• Who was the last person that sent you a text?
~*.joy
• Last song listened to?
~*.vegas sky or skies. not certain
• Are you jealous of anyone right now?
~*.nah, i know im the only one (parang meron! hahahaha)
• Do you love someone?
~*.yess
• What is the last movie you watched?
~*.marley an me
• Would you date someone who was addicted to drugs?
~*.i think im gonna add that to my something o do list this summer XD
• Missing someone?
~*.yess
• Do you like someone at the moment?
~*.i love someone at the moment. hahahaha
• Friends you can tell stuff to and you’re sure they won’t tell?
~*.those people i send sgm to
• How many hours did you sleep last night?
~*.9-10hours
• Do you miss your past?
~*.i do. hahhaha. nostalgic ba? i know someone who also does XD
• What are you going to do tonight?
~*.sleep
• Believe ex’s can be friends?
~*.im friends with my exes
• When is your birthday?
~*.feb 11
• Is there someone you want, but can’ t have?
~*.let me think about this first
• Do you think you are a good person?
~*.i can be, and i chose t be good, so i think i am good XD
• Is there someone whose worried about you?
~*.well, yeah. i know there are
• Are you a morning person or a night person?
~*.morning person
• Have you ever done something dumb?
~*.everybody have done such. i think
• Do you get jealous easily?
~*.thats what makes the 1/6 of me
• Have you hugged someone within the last 24hrs?
~*.my pillow!!
• Is your phone close to you?
~*.its charging in the other room
• Last place you went out to eat?
~*.dining room
• Do you get along with girls?
~*yeah.
• Rent a movie or go to movies?
~*.rent
• Are you happy with life?
~*.yess.
• Could you cry right now?
~*.i could! and i want to!
• What were you doing this morning at 7am?
~*.watching
• Is there anything that you are craving right now?
~*.yeah. LOTS of things and stuffs an people
• What do you need to be doing right now?
~*.bonding with my friends
• Where was your default picture taken?
~*.grad pictorial
• What were you doing at 1 AM this morning?
~*.sleeping
• Where were you Saturday night? With?
~*.thats my graduation day. inner with my family XD

im killing myself

April 1st, 2009

BOREDOM IS KILLING ME!

im really looking for something productive this summer. suggestions please? i dont want ceative writing class and the like, cos thats all that can be found in google. i want something new this summer. something productive, something worth remembering, something that could change people’s lives.

i wanna make an impact this summer. i wanna make people happy, i wanna make others happy. but i dont know if thats even possible.

summer vacation is starting and seeing my condition, men im soo not liking it!i even wanna cry! im trapped in this 2 story apartment with the computer,tv and bed. dang!! i want life!!

suggestion on saving my life please???

13 hours…

March 27th, 2009

the next 13 hours is crucial (im crying again!). men im gonna miss high school. i didnt notice that my classmate made such a great mark in my life. i never thought i loved them this much. i never really imagined that it would be this hard saying goodbye to the people you’ve been with for the last 3 years of my life.

now i remeber the days that are over. and i know i can never bring them back.

Galen, thank you soo much. i hope you guys wont forget me. i wish that i will be worth remembering. my only prayer is that you will always remember me as someone who had been real. i know its silly but im surely gonna miss you all. i love you guys. i really do. believe me, this time i can be sincere XD

this is a story of a girl: who had her most comfortable dance ever

March 19th, 2009

tonight was the grand ball. totally last minute decision. i really made up my mind not to go to the ball, but yeah, thanks to prince, in the last minute, we decided to attend. it was funny, really. we still needed to convince ourselves that we’re not going by telling to ourselves that whats the point of all of this? this night will end after all. but our words were not too convincing. haha. and YES we still attended the ball.

finally i had the chance to dance with my two bestest friends-kevin and efrem. prince didnt dance, devoted INC. but the best dance i ever had, EFREM. i love this buddy. i love this moon-shaped guy. i love my tatay isko. :) and dancing with him was the most comfortable one. ever!

being around his arms at that very moment. i felt soo secure. i felt soo protected not in a romantic way. but of course that wahe he always does :) thats what he do. to protect me without making me notice it. haha

i love you JUSTIN EFREM K. BULONG